Because I can't bear the Pain.

I am not made to please you, asks you, love you...

I am not the one who will mold according to you,

And try to be in platonic love,

I am a human, I do have emotions,

Needs, desires and calories..

I am in pain, I am getting grilled,

To serve a roasted toast to you.

But this is an end, that was an end,

To serve you with gender discrimination,

With burned emotions,

And blood of brain,

And I am getting back to my own world,

Because I can't bear this pain,

I can't bear this pain.

The things will end,

And there will be light someday,

You won't be in the memoirs,

The white fade out dreams,

Will meet to the ground,

Where there will be no love,

No You and I,

And there will be no Pain. 

And someday, when I will think of you,

I will realize that it was not you,

The same yellow light I met,

The same red burst out roses,

The same soul,

And I will make myself comfort,

And I will be comfortably numb,

Thinking it was fearful symmetry,

And it was Virginia wolf's work,

Which connected you to me,

And I ll silently be silent again,

To depart and go back,

In my world again,

Because I can't bear the pain,

Because I can't bear the pain.

-Swati Shobha Sevlani

(After so long time)

Stop Bullying

Stick Stiffer,

Bit Bitter.

Target Suffer,

Hard to Touch,

The Wounded Wounds.

Unbearable to Bear,

The Suppressive Stimulation's,

Aggressive Aggression's,

And Bullying “Bully” Forever.

Peace, Rest In Peace,

Bullying like a Dreadful Disease.

Scream Screams,

Pain Aches,

Harassing Harassment's,

And Hatred Message.

Physical Strength,

Mental Challenge,

Bullying, a Personality Disorder,

Be an Eye Opener.

-Swati Shobha Sevlani

Pain Works.....

WHEN IT IS PAIN,IT WORKS.... PAIN WORKS LIKE A NEEDLE, DOPPING YOU WITH MEDICINES SOMETIMES AND SOMETIMES TAKING YOUR BLOOD OUT FROM YOUR OWN VEINS, LEAVING PAIN. IT WORKS TO SAVE SOMEONE LIFE,TO BRING SMILE TO YOUR FACE.... PAIN BRINGS TRANQUILITY WHEN YOU RUN WITH DEEP BREATHS, DOG TIRED AND YOU STOP AND SAY YOU ENJOYED THE RUN AND LITTLE DROPS OF WATER QUENCHING YOU THURST... PAIN IS STRANGE, UNDEFINED, EXPECTATIONS BRINGS THE PAIN, LOVE BRINGS THE PAIN, DEATH BRINGS THE PAIN...STILL BORN BABY BRINGS THE PAIN... BUT SOMETIMES WINNING OF YOURSELF AND LOOSING OF COMPETITOR ALSO BRINGS THE PAIN. PAIN MINGLES IN MIND WHEN ONE COMMENTS IN WORDS LIKE ARROWS, WHEN ONE DONT GIVE YOU A GLANCE TO SHOW THAT YOU WERE EXCELLENT, WHEN ONE POINT OUT YOUR POTENTIAL.. SCREAM,CRY SOUNDS ABSORBED BY FOUR WALLS NOT BY ANY EAR. YOU RELAX YOURSELF BY YOUR OWN THOUGHTS,INTROSPECTIONS AND NO HANDS TO SUPPORT YOU. YOU GET BACK AND RUN AGAIN.. MAKING YOURSELF LIKE BUILDING THE CASTLES WITH PLAYING CARD, BRINGING BRICKS AGAIN TO CONSTRUCT, SAVE IT FROM CALAMITIES, YOU GET STRONG NY NUMBER OF STEPS YOU MOVE AHEAD.. IF YOU DONT FEEL THE PAIN,LIFE SEEMS UNSUCCESSFUL. MORE THE PROBLEMS, OBSTACLES, MORE DESERVING YOU ARE, MORE SUCCESSFUL YOU ARE... MERE SLEEPING 6 HOURS IS NOT LIFE, LIFE IS TO BURN YOURSELF.. TO WORK OUT WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND BRAIN, TO FEEL THE PAIN ... A PROLONGED PAIN BRINGS EITHER DEATH OR RELIEF,IT BRINGS TEARS WHEN ONE WONS THE TOSS OF LIFE, SUCCESS IS WHAT YOU TOIL.. PAIN WORKS,YOU KEEP WORKING ...YOU WILL BE BLESSED WITH LOVE OF ALMIGHTY... BUT TOIL WORKS, NONE OF YOUR HARD WORK IS FUTILE AND IT IS HELPFUL IN ANY TURNING OF LIFE... BELIEVE IT OR NOT...BUT PAIN WORKS