Gone Away!

     Dark Poetry by Swati Sevlani

(This is 101th poem of my blog "Ink Pen" now is named after me.)

I want to thank Alexandre, Analia, Dianne, Arpna and Elvy for regular feedbacks on my blog. I miss you guys and will always miss you. I am very upset that sometimes, writing so many things, no one read them. This things upsets more when someone is blogging. I will keep blogging.

Bit upset these days and months and from last couple of years. Not able to overcome, don't know why. But, I thought to write it here as diaries don't exist now because we are habitual to share things with human and don't even have a worthy friend with whom I can share.

Enjoy this post and rest I will be writing and updating until it goes next 200 posts on my blogs.

Love you all!

Because I can't bear the Pain.

I am not made to please you, asks you, love you...

I am not the one who will mold according to you,

And try to be in platonic love,

I am a human, I do have emotions,

Needs, desires and calories..

I am in pain, I am getting grilled,

To serve a roasted toast to you.

But this is an end, that was an end,

To serve you with gender discrimination,

With burned emotions,

And blood of brain,

And I am getting back to my own world,

Because I can't bear this pain,

I can't bear this pain.

The things will end,

And there will be light someday,

You won't be in the memoirs,

The white fade out dreams,

Will meet to the ground,

Where there will be no love,

No You and I,

And there will be no Pain. 

And someday, when I will think of you,

I will realize that it was not you,

The same yellow light I met,

The same red burst out roses,

The same soul,

And I will make myself comfort,

And I will be comfortably numb,

Thinking it was fearful symmetry,

And it was Virginia wolf's work,

Which connected you to me,

And I ll silently be silent again,

To depart and go back,

In my world again,

Because I can't bear the pain,

Because I can't bear the pain.

-Swati Shobha Sevlani

(After so long time)

Thoughts to Pour

Sacrifices after Sacrifices,
Adjustments after Adjustments,
Tears after Pain,
Demands after Desires.
The Unending Human Demands
And Unending Unsatisfied Supply!

Lost Lasting Prayers,
When Turns to Objects,
And Faith Arises 
After Heartbreaks.
The Favors comes,
With Beast and the War.
The Tongue Tied
Speaks Loud in Silence.
The Lighten Room
While Midnight.
The Rejection 
Happens only in Love.
The Acceptance Occurs
Only in Drugs.

The Apathy is Empathy now,
The sympathy is Gaining now.
The Words have killed their Effect,
The Superficial Pseudo Impact.

Thoughts of the Things,
Never Existed Before.
Blind Human not Ready to
See the Real Concourse.
Poetry is Least Sell,
However more Preferred.

Old Wine kept Behind
All the Curtains.
Red is the Seductive 
And White is Serene.
Then Why White Wine,
Over Red one.

People Love but
They never Trust.
Although, Trust loss,
Is Love Loss.

Devastating Floods,
Quakes and Cracks.
Lonely Nights and
Grunting Wolves.
Barking Dogs and
Unseen Moon.
Transparent Sun
And Late Mornings.
Fatigue, Engrossed,
And Calm Defined.

Books are Old,
Advises are New.
Versions and Updates,
Author Remains the Same.

Thought to Pour,
Served in Porcelain.
Pepper, Chilly Flakes,
And Uneaten Food. 


-SSS